July 2012
I am going to have a really rough day tomorrow, but when it’s all over and done with i get to spend time with my boyfriend and a bottle of vodka. It’s comforting knowing that when ever i’m upset i can always go straight to him and know that i will be fine. He is my bestfriend, i couldn’t imagine losing him and i hope he stays in my life for a long time.
Suicide is both selfish and cowardly. You couldn’t be bothered sorting out the issues in your life so you ended it all to save yourself the pain, and left behind a massive mess for all of those who love you to live with. You could have asked for help or spoken to someone, but instead you took the easy way out and now everyone who loves you is left broken hearted and wondering what they could...
I have spent every day for the past two weeks with the person i love the most, and now i have to go back to sleeping alone 5-6 nights a week and spending my days surrounded by people i loath. This first week back at school is going to be a nightmare, i can’t wait for this semester to be over and it hasn’t even begun yet. Shit.
I only like two of my friends, out of the thousands of people i have met and hundreds of people i know, i only like two people and consider them to be close friends. Those same two people happen to be in a different country at the moment. Holidays suck.
What is with my dashboard being filled with pictures of pre teen sluts with little amounts of fabric covering their body ? I see enough of that on Facebook.
“I used to think when I got older, the world would make so much more sense. But...”
– (via thelovewhisperer)
Me every year: Maybe next year I could be attractive
